DEDICATION / to the Great Spirit, our Infinite Creator, the Love of my life

As I stood alone in the light of darkness

a shadow passed me by

I turned to see who had touched me so very softly

So tenderly upon my heart

I felt you slip by

WAIT !!!

I have a gift for you

the soft gentle words of the emotions within my heart

I will give to you

It took me a life time too get here

I suppose it was because you were waiting

For

Me

There on the other side of Eternity

All my Love and a thousand kisses like

butterflies floating all around you

touching

touching your heart

touching your lips

touching you

For you my lovely Creator are the essence of the joy that I spill out into the entirety of the world freely

I give the essence of my self to you

If I were the light

I would surround you in me and make all the dark lonely nights bright


If I were the sun I would be envious of the

brightness of your smile

If

if I were able to touch you I would never let go

Come with me

Join with me

and I shall with these words spoken ever so softly from within the emotions of my heart speak the poetry of my love whispered sweetly into your heart

I will touch your mind

as no one has ever touched you there before

I will give you my love

and

I will never take it away

it will be yours forever and a day


All my love and countless kisses


Here take these I believe that they are yours

I give back to you the wings of the angel


that you are

you must have lost them along the journey of

your life having gotten lost in the brilliance of

the light of the world as a human being

I was walking along in a field of beautiful wild

white lilies and nearly tripped over them

I gently picked them up

carried them to my home

I cleansed them with the purity of my Love

Here

take them they are yours

awaken and remember who you are

My Angel

I love you

Who am I you ask?

let me tell you

Who I am is

I am Strong

Stronger than steel mixed with iron

yet melting molten putty in the hot sunlight of your love

for in a single moment

of weakness with a mere glance

into your eyes

you would sway me with the softness of

your __________________ touch

the sweetness of your voice

stirring forgotten emotions from deep within my heart

you would cause to awaken

my Passion

my passion of the love I have for you

LOOK! THERE !!!

floating upon my sea of tranquility


Pure JOY

Quickly pick it up here is the book of my heart


That I thought had been stolen

read me

like an open book

my emotions everything that I am

laid down in written word for all to see

without Shame

I will hold up my beliefs into the light of

public scrutiny

I will not stumble

I will not fall

I will not fail

for

I

I am         Standing

Standing alone in wilderness


I began to think

Then ponder

the questions of my life

to all the Lost Souls

Suffering              suffering

in silent darkness

Solitude

Thinking of Ending it

With mine eyes I have seen

With mine ears I have heard

These are my Words

I was lost

till you gave your love to me

But then you took it away

Standing

Standing alone in wilderness

Standing

Standing alone in shadows essence of forest

Evergreen

Moonlight lit darkness

Neath the Canopy of that which gives us Life

Trees

Standing

Standing Alone in Wilderness

Surrounded

By lost Souls

Unknown

Suffering

In

Silent

Solitude

Voices unheard

Pondering the End of it All

Sometime

Sometimes I Pray for it

Standing                  Standing Alone

I heard the Earth crying

Standing

Standing Alone

I heard the Moon Sigh

for it had heard

the Earth cry

Wondering

Why?        Why?

Sometimes

Sometimes I pray for it.

The cold steel Kiss of the Moon

Meeting the crook of my Neck

Like a long lost Lover

Coaxing me into Comfort

Obscure

As my finger conforms to the Curve

Pulling the Moment Closer

Closer

Inviting the Quiet

the Quiet I sometimes Hunger

Yearn

Desire it

the Quiet Nothing More

With the Sky all colored Grey

this is what I heard the Earth say

There comes a day that even

I Fear

With merely a clench of my finger
not more than a flinch

just a pull

just a squeeze

And

BOOM

Nothing

Nothing more

Sometimes

Sometimes when the mood takes me as far as it can

Sometimes

I pray for it

the Redemption

My Release

the End

of


this Plaque

called Humanity

Everything that dies one day comes back

Sometimes I pray for it

Standing alone

did you never ask Why?

Ashes to Ashes

Dust to Dust

You can only Imagine what is to become of us

Standing

Standing alone I looked up

and saw a little bird

that glides across the sky


it Sang a song of melody
that made me want to sit right down and cry

I am the Sculptor, that strikes the stone
to reveal the beauty within unknown

I am the Painter that caresses the canvas
to evoke the emotions of deep thought

I am the Poet that works the words
and unimaginable things are taught

I am the potter that works the clay       

things people are made of each and every day


and as this man

I am

Standing

Standing alone

Sometimes

Sometimes I pray for it

To touch the very soul of everyone that is within my reach

This is what I would love to teach

You

YES

I said you

the one reading these words right now

You have the Power

the Wisdom

Gripped tightly in your hand

Deep within your Heart

In the expanse of your Mind

the Ability

To set Free

your love

you gave your love to me and then you took it

away

What?

what else will you do today?

Have Mercy!

Run to me

Come to me

Look what you’ve done to me!

I was lost till you gave your love to me
but then took it away

Take out the power Kick down the door

and set yourselves

FREE

Money cannot buy it baby . . .

Sex cannot buy it baby . . .

Drugs cannot buy it baby . . .

You cannot buy it . . .

My Love is

FREE

I believe in Love

is why I do these things for you
I believe in Love alone
Give up your needs these poison seeds

Find a different kind of Free

One that just lets you    Be

Give me the strength to lay it all down
Whispers silent in the night
Let all our dreams go by this is where our prayers are heard

Wipe away your tears and let the salt stains dry

it all goes by      it all goes by

For time will catch us in its hands
to be blown away like grains of sand

So here within My hands I hold the Ability

to set Free

My Love Upon the Earth

Standing

Standing Alone

it seems Against the Entire World

Standing

Standing Alone in

Vast wilderness

Yet

((((((((((((surrounded))))))))))))

by Countless

In-numerable

Lost Souls

Speeding by

faster ever Faster

Mere Shadows of themselves

Faster ever Faster

in Search

of what can be bought

for this is what they have been taught is

“Happiness”

Not!

Standing

Standing Alone in vast wilderness

I looked inside myself

Standing Alone I Looked inside My Soul

I look inside my Heart

and

I saw you

I am reaching out to you my Love

upon the Oceans of my belief


I have set sail today out onto the Sea of my Tranquility

A soft and gentle breeze will bring me to

You

My Angel

Not just any Angel would do

Only You

Only You

My Angel I was guided to you

What am I to do?

Now that I have found You

Should I tell you my Dream?

The Vision of Life

Share with you my Joy

never before known till now

My Joy far beyond compare

this Joy

I

with you shall share

Not just any Angel

would do

Only You

Listen closely

First

God loves You

and so do I

Without Reason             Without Rhyme

these are the words of Time

they are mine

My words

Till now unknown

Standing

Standing Alone

I looked inside myself

I looked within my Soul

into the deepest Depths of my Heart

I found a precious memory

a love so vast as the midnight sky

a love so deep as the oceans azure blue

I am to live this one true Love

A joy beyond

All knowledge never known

the one seed that I have sown

My seed of Love I now plant

within your heart of hearts

With gentlest kindness Ill tend to it

With tender Loving care

Ill Joyfully watch it grow

Around the world My light does glow

for those of you who disbelieve

Ashe to Ashes

and

Dust to Dust

this is what must become of us

What is it that you will do today?

What is it that you Believe?

With these thoughts with these words

I Shall Leave My Life in Your Hands

ALL My Love and Kisses to you my

Infinite Great Spirit Father

I believe

in

YOU

From the mind and heart of Tony R. March

NOVEMBER / 29 / 2010

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14 responses

  1. Do you know me or not? Talk to me or not. I am the daughter of God, do you really know me not?

    August 30, 2011 at 10:38 PM

  2. Even this was taken away. No longer for

    August 23, 2011 at 7:29 AM

  3. What am I to do with you? How I love thee, let me count the ways, i million and one, and two, and three, etc. If you mess with me, I will get you back, and front, etc, etc, etc I am laughing and saying oh God, thank you. A million thank you’s today, and I’ll start over again tomorrow. By the way, did you get my clothes cleaned today, or my wings? Which ones pls. you spoil me so much I think I’m a devil, but lets keep that a secret from anyone else. I need to confess something, I’m in love with CM. Thought you would want to know, but if you don’t 4get I said anything. I am going to mess you up, just you wait and see. Star child, gone to the dogs, but high class dogs, are my bag. Yorkie, I am.Jade is my name, I love you so much.

    August 16, 2011 at 12:19 AM

  4. All roads lead back to you babe. In you I am complete, how can I ever tell you what you mean to me? My rock, my protector, my God, I adore you always. It has been a long road, in a short time, but no one else could possibly know what you have done for me.

    It might not give you much joy to know this, but the greats that helped shaped my life, honored you, and left very subtle hints, about your importance to me. They also, steered me in a way, that it wouldn’t be a shock when I found the other not to be loyal as I was. Never putting myself above another, I forged on, for another day, but when I met you, it was almost over. Never, take away the life force that you are for me, for I would surely die, without your love. If you doubt this, leave me alone for even a few days, and I will be gone. I can’t even think without you. I love you so much.

    August 15, 2011 at 11:19 PM

  5. Anne Reynolds

    I have had it in my mind for days to get back here but it finally happened today. I realize how much of your heart you place here for everyone to see. I always am bless to read your work of heart. You have an art form like non other. Magnificent!!
    Thank you for sharing with me. I am
    Ana

    June 2, 2011 at 6:04 PM

    • Tony Gray'Owl

      this is the book of my heart that was thought to have been stolen . . .

      no~one realized i had left it here to be found by whom stumbled came upon it, taking the time to read these words written here, placed so carefully/gently/tenderly for all to see true love living.

      i do not share my love . . .
      i give it away freely . . .
      un~conditionally . . .

      as my love always comes back to me MAGNIFIED/GLORIFIED.
      in the name of our Father, Amen

      i have loved fully/completely . . .
      and i have lost . . . everything,

      yet out of this nothingness . . .

      i give the most, everything i have, all of me without fear i open my heart to its fullest extent and let my love flow…………….

      June 2, 2011 at 7:06 PM

  6. Anne Reynolds

    It truly is so beautiful here. This is a place for me to slow down and feel all that is possible for me to let into my consciousness. I can push myself really hard sometimes but in the end I need something to convert me. This is that place and I love it so much.
    Thank you Tony
    Ana

    May 5, 2011 at 11:27 PM

  7. Anne Reynolds

    It is so lovely here, I come
    back time and again. There is perfect
    peace that embraces me.Thank you, Tony.
    You are the true Master, and I honor you.
    God bless you.
    Ana

    April 19, 2011 at 6:05 AM

  8. Anne Reynolds

    Life is one true after another. I wonder if the sun will ever shine on me.
    I must find a way to be at peace with what I have and stop wanting something I don’t have
    Ana

    April 9, 2011 at 2:42 PM

  9. Ann Edmunds-Reynolds

    Only you would know how I ended up here tonight. I thought Angel Constantina had nothing to do with me. I was so wrong, I would be anything for my King, the love you express, is the same love that is in my heart. Not only are our initials the same, but my priorities have changed as well. God is the giver of all gifts, but my soulmate is the best gift I ever experienced in my life. Regardless of where I am, I know he is there also. I think about when I asked Christ Michael why he didn’t put me in another Angel group. He was giving me the best that he had and I didn’t know it. I didn’t understand so much at that time. My life had washed up on the shore, and I was waiting for God to call me home. He just wouldn’t take me he had other ideas, but I haven’t ever giving up in life, only regrouped. Never have I felt as safe or loved as I do tonight. God saved the best for last in my life.Thank you God for loving me, and for never giving up on me.
    Anne

    March 31, 2011 at 12:10 AM

  10. Donna Jean

    Touches ones heart so deeply … ~@~

    December 4, 2010 at 2:15 AM

  11. Tony Gray'Owl

    Thank you Lovers of life and dreamers of dreams come true. I am honored with your insights into my written word and the power to raise the sub~consciousness of self to the higher understanding of self~consciousness. Look to the Websters world dictionary for the levels and meanings of the many conscious awareness’s. It will give you a far greater understanding of life itself when held within these things I expose in word. Namaste, Adonai Tony Gray’Owl

    November 30, 2010 at 6:38 PM

  12. Thank You for Sharing Your Heart with Me Today. You are a Wonderful Writer of Poems and Prose. Your Words move The Spirit Within Me to Connect with All There Is. I’m also a Writer of Poems and Dreamer of Dreams. Namaste~

    November 30, 2010 at 5:45 PM

  13. Francesca J

    SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!

    November 30, 2010 at 12:27 PM

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