Lesson Three  /*   I wonder what you’ll see

Just one of Gray'Owl's many dreams and vision's

I awoke in a vision late last night

It seemed my soul had taken flight

To somewhere far from my sight

To a place where I could see my words

these flickering flames of my desire

Burning just out of sight

I found myself amongst darkness lit

to where my soul had taken flight

To reveal from within my own heart this plight


To feel the experience of loves heat as it molds my heart

these memories that glimmer in the dark


How do you save the words that fan the flames of a heart’s broken memories

of the pain that never departs


These memories that burn deep within this fires flames

attempt to consume my very heart


My GOD where do I start


A sweet soft ghostly whisper griped me in its icy fingers

as the fiery fire of my memories still linger


It used to be my favorite place these memories that even time cannot erase


How do we replace with loving kindness


These dusty dreams and broken past

how long will it all last running running from the past


It seems that everyone passes through

yet no one seems to stick around seemingly always so all alone


Every moment it seems the end of the road is so far away

where is the shelter from loves storms


So many people come and go yet even time can never change

the you I’ve come to know forever and a day


Why do lovers drift apart when two pieces of a broken heart

sometimes mend again


I will never say good bye


These memories of once upon a time

I know there will come a day where you also will believe again


How does Love fade away as your crying in the dark

do not fear what you will find when you turn the light on


What keeps you from gathering up the pieces of a broken life

these tiny little pieces the circle your life


Come back to haunt you to haunt you

why do lovers lives drift apart because these memories kept within your heart


My love I gave it all to you now here from deep within the dark

I find myself crying crying all alone


Living on the verge of tears so afraid of my fears

trying not to love you like I love you




In the darkness of this night so very long feeling so lonely

how long do I have to be so sad and blue


Let me love you like I love you picking up these pieces of our broken hearts

Let me love you the way I love you


It takes a little time sometimes

who’s this in the mirror looking back at me a river of tears rolling down


Well it may not be over in the morning just let me hold you in my arms

I can heal this day with my love if you would but let me


To find the safety of losing these broken memories into time give me a feeling

I’ve never felt before now


Cry a river

Flood the sea

Cry a river over me

Into the oceans of my life held within my own two hands

My Love Knows no Bonderies

Maybe one day I could turn it all around


If my love for you lost in this darkness could one day be found


Have you ever wondered why we cry at night

with blinded eyes so very far from the crystal light


To feel our tears to face our fears from deep within this desperate plight

to pick up the pieces and mend


A broken heart




Where do we start

From somewhere near deep within



Is to be found that place


We laid it down


Maybe one day we can wipe away these tears

throw away these fears and make a brand new start


Perhaps the largest of these fears to forget the memory of those tears

and the pain of this broken




We are all the same it seems behind blind eyes


Broken promises and lost dreams

many Fears

even many more Tears


With desperate cry I turn to face my fears

and reach out from my tears

To where   ~    Hope   ~    can be found


Maybe one day I can turn it all around


Maybe one day I can turn the whole world around


It was as if a bolt of lightening struck me right out of a clear blue sky

This pain this fear I cannot deny


For it is a sure thing that life



I said life is a most curious thing


Every road that’s traveled


Leads me back to you its a dance its a song or two

its all a part of letting go


Every road I travel


Teaches me something new

We never lose our love

We simply give it away

Simply let it go


Maybe one day it will come back to you

After all its not that far to where loves hope can be found


So Ill tell you one more time

I give all my love to you

All you have to do is look upon the ground

To the place where you laid it down

Pick up the pieces and mend your broken heart


That is where we



All my Love as a thousand kisses

Like butterflies Touching

Touching your Lips

Touching your Heart

With my Heart

as this is what I do



I reach out from my tears

Lay down all my fears

Maybe one day

I can turn the whole world around




Just a few words from an old wise man from some cosmic space where this all takes place

What Lessons did you find tightly woven into the fabric of this insight

Did you find yourself there within my words your life exposed

Pick up the pieces lets mend your broken heart

As I know where to start

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Spiritual Enlightenment into the /* UN ~ Realized.

Lesson TWO  /* are you sure you are done with Lesson ONE


Welcome to all Fellow traveling Seekers of Inspired Knowledge and Wisdom


To each living soul that finds there way here

Too this one tiny spot in the entirety of the cosmos

That stands alone

Are you seeking / things unknown

or answers to questions that haunt you

From within the inspired mind and heart of


is exposed a trail or pathway that will lead you to that which you are seeking

Are you willing to follow in the footsteps he has left for you to discover

Within Him lives the

Wisdom of the Ancients

even though they are gone now from this earthly plain of existence

They live on as they are alive still in Gray’Owl’s heart

These were the first living souls that inhabited this small speck of dust amongst all the worlds far beyond normal accepted human comprehension

Although the Ancient ones are gone now thought to be extinct

Which is not the case they have merely evolved and moved on to the next higher levels of experience into realization into self

As for here upon this plain of existence the Wisdom they learned and left behind for us is kept safely stored in Gray’Owl’s heart and mind

As He is not so much their descendant

He is not the last of the Ancients

What He is   ~   is their

Spiritual essence left behind to be inspired into word

He has become the voice of this entire nation of people the very first human beings to have incarnated and lived upon this planet

These people their living spiritual essence’s are crying out to everyone from the wilderness teaching revealing to all that will stop their busy life for a moment become centered and become very very quiet and listen

Their voices so very soft and gentle if you are thinking of a cool drink of water your thoughts are to loud and you cannot hear them

The simplicity of a human life incarnate and the true purpose of it is what you would hear drifting silently into your mind if you would simply listen

Gray’Owl keeps alive the living essence these words handed down through time taught orally in secret by the great ones that have lived here before us

He is here to pass down to pass on this vast unimaginable expanse of unknown knowledge and wisdom far beyond the reach’s or even the grasp of modern Science and Teachers teaching what is thought to be true

Yes even the religious Leaders of this world cannot teach you what you will find written here

At the very


of center itself

What He has created for you



If you wish to learn to live a life of inner peace with an incredible amount of outer


which can only truly be found in the

Shamanistic way of life

you must first become as the


I understand many of you that visit me here at my centre are skilled teachers yet we so often find that the


Must once again become the student one more time in their life ~ time

So as to become the very best of teacher’s that one can become

I am always the eager student ~ Always

I do not ever wish to be thought of as an egotistical man to be bowed down to or even looked up to and even less whoreshiped as some seem to think as they have passed through here

I am merely a man

A man of simple means a man of simple needs

Yet I am a very powerful soul possessing inspired insights so vast many find it difficult to comprehend the mere simplicity of the highly complex teachings I have woven into the lessons you will find here within the

Stories of Life and Poetry of Love

Many may not or do not possess just yet the ability too seek out and

* SEE *

The hidden meanings placed here openly in the lessons given here as they are near impossible to follow except for those of highly inspired minds and even more difficult are the nearly impossible to find and follow lessons woven into the hidden lesson discovered within each lesson

As the more enlightened you become the more lesson’s even within the lesson’s found within the original lesson revealed to you will you find the

Greatest of Wisdom’s

I am willing to be your guide to these things gently guiding you to them these heavenly earth – bound treasures so to say

That you can discover no ~ where else on earth

I ask nothing in return other than perhaps your respect for the life time devoted to remembering things forgotten which brought these teachings here to you at this precise moment and place in time otherwise you would not be here reading these words right now

I have traveled far beyond the reaches of even the most brilliant of minds and imaginations

I have walked lifetimes of humility in the steps of many teachers as the student of many many



From nearly all walks of life and beliefs to have at last reached this level of elevated understanding and arrive here as a

Master Teacher of life /* Myself

Yet I am also the always listening always watchful eager student the pupil

doe’s not only become the master teacher

as even better yet he is the master student

We are forever the pupil as there is always another new lesson to study

to learn the inner depths of and apply to ones own life the teachings and the wisdom’s extracted from each lesson of life

I have found hidden lessons inside of lessons taught by others that the teacher of the lesson had never discovered no matter how many times the Teacher so to say looked at the lesson and then taught it as they understood it to be

Yes I know it is hard to comprehend that there are lessons to be found inside of lessons inside of a lesson that is inside the outer most beginning


that is Being revealed or taught to you

It only depends on how far you can see

Not beyond the horizon with your eyes

You must be able to see within to the within of everything in your mind

To the CENTRE of Center

To realize like our Scientists and Wise Men of old and now today Modern Science attempt to figure things out through applied mathematics

Yes this wonderful nearly limitless concept holds clues to things but is not the answer to the question merely a basic direction of focused thought

Here let me give to you the most


mathematical equation

conceivable to the human mind at its current level of understanding

Look closely

I will break down to the highest of genius concepts conceived the most complex

of all Equations

Simplified to Infinity

This is the equation

I = U.

If you do not get this most basic of concepts

Yet at the same time the most advanced understanding of higher self

read on into the


or simply begin again at the beginning

There you will find the pathways into the understanding of these things beyond mans limited sight

When you have reached the beginning  point the true understanding of your first lesson

which is what you are seeking

WE together shall take the next step into the hidden power of the light

that leads the way to

Self       ~  In  ~       Lightenment

Do you see the meaning of that

WE shall begin this new journey upon the pathway of your new life together

An epic adventure beyond all other things ever thought to be known much less


A complete total realization


I will give to you the clue to the understanding of this mathematical wonder

I will calculate it for you once more

To simplicity itself


Here is the Answer

>>>>——->     1     <——-<<<<

What is the question


Or even better yet

What is the mental mathematical calculations

That opens the heart and clears the mind enabling you to find and see clearly

The final conclusion which once seen brings you here to this ultimate answer

the understanding of the

Complexity of Simplicity

The deepest and Ultimately highest of the understanding of wisdom and full


into Self

Do ~ YOU ~ See

what has just been stated

What was the first lesson

How many lessons have you discovered

How many times did you stop reading and Think

How many times did you read something more than ONE time

I would suggest perhaps you should begin again


Shall we go onward

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A Person of true Enlightenment

Has learned how to

Enlighten / Illuminate / Elevate 

others to the true understanding of


Having attained this level of self realization have themselves now become


too the highest of understanding possible to achieve as a human being

With this knowledge they then choose their pathway into life with applied wisdom

A life that begins from deep within their very own heart of heart’s

and then follows this pathway into wisdom thereby leading by living


When you have reached this ultimate place where this pathway into life leads

” YOU ”

will then pause for a moment

looking back and pondering at the tracks that they have left behind for others to follow and laughs out loud rejoicing in the memories of whom they have now become.

For then they have seen with their own eye’s and mind through having lived the experience of the very essence of ones life in motion and have come to the highest of realizations of


Now understanding that perhaps their life’s efforts seemingly gone unseen has in some unknown way made a small difference for the betterment of humanity in this the world that we all share and live in

They now know that their life as well as all others lives will be over altogether too soon

They then have realized through understanding that they themselves as well as

anyone, everyone and everything else

Is not going anywhere any time soon

They now know because they have seen with their own eyes have heard with their own ears and have understood within their own mind that nothing is more


than anything else

We all may then come to the full understanding

that we the human beings all around the earth regardless of

Color, Ethnicity, Origin

of birth are all undeniably


That we are all one and the same behind our eyes that seem to look out with such awful judgment of others

Put away these judgmental opinions of others in this highest of understanding that We


Everyone !

In other words

A living person of truest Wisdom


no needs, no honor, no dignity, no ego, no family, no name, no country

They then understand fully that there is only

life to be lived peacefully/joyfully lovingly compassionately as did

Christ Jesus our Lord

that walked amongst us and taught all others that under

these circumstances their only tie to our fellow human beings


The self inspired dedication

To offer by


The way to everyone that leads too this lonely bitter ~ sweet path that creates inner Peace and a human life lived within the expanse of possibilities far beyond the everyday grind and to live a life filled to over-spilling with


To show everyone how to walk along the pathway of ones life in shining beautiful glory of

the LAW of      ONE

Which is the love we all each and every one of us receives

” from ”


Freely Un-conditionally Always

He is with you

In all you do everywhere you go

He is by your side watching over you

Loving you

in ways you may never truly understand

Namaste, from  the heart and mind of

Tony Gray Owl

to all that find their way to these words

For surely you also are blessed

by the hand of




There is a saying which goes like this


The pathways of life with all feet I walk,

Through the use of all mouths I speak

My truths

All minds are mine to inspire

If one leaf falls does the whole tree die?

Do you see

If living in one body gives so much joy

Then living in two would be even better

Within three even far better grandeur would be experienced

Just imagine the splendor of living


If I can enjoy the Entirety of the

Universal  /*  Cosmos

Then you may also

Today I wish for you to enjoy the whole of



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